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Social relationships are so important. A lot of the relationships we build are transient and fleeting and will not stay. I want to live in a world where people treat each other with kindness. I want to live in a world where people don't have to worry about being sick or harmed. I am both sick and was harmed. It is not my fault that I was harmed and it's also not my fault that I have a mental illness. My mental illness isn't the fault of my abuser. It's just a part of the fabric of my reality. The person harming me lets me live my life as normal afterwards, but my brain doesn't. I can live my life peacefully or live it with tons of energy drinks, in a vicious cycle where I treat a problem temporarily without getting to the real issues at heart. Many times I listen to Troye Sivan and think that mindfulness is that most important and holy thing that will get us through the rough times. Many times I lose myself in the shadow of others who are begging me to stay present. They are begging for someone to save us from human nature and compulsively check the status of a future awakening like a businessman checks his watch.
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Perhaps a famous author was right in saying that sometimes people need occasional vices to get through life. That the dark side of humanity is just composed of the dark sides of the things we use to get through humankind times. Do you ever feel like mindfulness is there, just in our reach? If you just realize how close it is to us, you will never be able to look at yourself the same way again. I feel like Troye Sivan is a strong person for being gay in a crowd of people filled with fear. I feel like I am a good person for showing people my own personal way. It is to my strong disappointment that people don't know what their own personal way is. That should be the basics. Meditation is my love. I often envision myself hugging the tree of golden aural light that is my own mindfulness. I don't understand why people would want to harm me because they are not here. It's really sad. I feel like the important thing is to be yourself and ignore when people try to harm you. I don't harm people as much as they think. They are the ones terrified of what they don't know, allergic to any form of societal resistance. They are the upholders of tradition and the hiders of their hearts and souls. I hope they find themselves somewhere. It's an extremely difficult challenge to manifest your own consciousness.
We are the wearers of our hearts and souls on our sleeves, slowly finding ourselves falling like drops into the bucket of collective consciousness. To us does the future belong.
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Together we can find our power in consciousness.
